lies

男人的心难以猜测。Just when you thought you had them nailed, they turn slippery and twist away.

I’m pretty sure I never loved you. And you never loved me either. So why the 9 of Swords? (= suffering) Your affections are skin deep. You had me fooled there. Though I admit, part of me was willing to be duped. But ever since you…

C: n i no nid giv u answer ald

A: ya

C; tq

A: phew

… and I knew I was had been foolish.

Today in the BiBis boutique, I couldn’t take it. It was like an serious itch, gnawing at me to text you. Mum was taking a long time to change. I thought, what the hell, just pick up the phone and text him. And so I did, I clicked messages, a blank screen came up, but I stopped. What would he think?

C: I still wder is it true tat u really leet go out off ur mind ald

The worse case scenario: he thinks I’m an annoying female parasite.

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The best situation: he secretly is delighted at my text but chooses to conceal it.

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The mostly possible scenario (as predicted by my inner Tracy): *busy, busy, busy* 4 hours later, he digs out his hp and sees: A new message received. He opens it and to his sinking surprise, it’s from a girl in his college. Who liked him but claims does not anymore. She says: australia 好玩吗？His virgoan mind starts to analyze her text; what does this mean? Does she still like me? I thought she said she was over me? Stupid, girls always don’t mean what they say. Reality is twisted. Then? She misses me? Nah…why would she…she’s got her ex… so in conclusion…what in the goddamn world could it possibly mean???

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(Curiosity always seemed to make men wiiide awake for some reason.)

In the midst of all this mulling, he can either:

a) be texting a reply to me

b) decide not to, because he’s in Australia, and each text is bloody expensive

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In the end, I didn’t text him.

hapy birthday~

“Cursed with cancer, blessed with friends”–6 words Book

if it wasn’t for your sms..i wouldnt know i actually meant something to you guys. maybe u guys forgotten, but just saw the reminder in your midnight mail/hp in time to wish me hapy birthday. but i dun care. as long as i hav ur wishes, i’m already in cloud 9.

nug: come on..my hse is jst opposite QB..it cant be that hard to spot. But to tell the truth, even though i feel we aren’t as close before, please remember my msn pm: ‘I’m sorry i’m so distant. You still my number. I’ll be here whenever you need me.’

LC: hahaha, no worry, even tho i personally think your attitude can sometimes be a little LC, i’m still glad my ‘dear daughter’ wished me. hows the rest of the brood btw? hehe

monkey: now you silly, confusing, reserved, sexy, adorable tall monk, how should i say this? ours was the hate-at-first-sight encounter, but why did your words had such an effect on my feelings…how did you managed to stir up submerged emotions with just a few simple words? argh, forget it, there’ll be a full post on you soon.

LH: you’re in for a surprise on your birthday..hope you’ll like it..hehe. You know, i really wasn’t concentrating on the movie that day..too distracted by your hands, hahaha!

don: yes dear? sick again? you know, the same tactic aint gonna work honey..yes, of course, i’ll love to hear you sing again. Try and see if you can make me cry xp

M: ‘between love and pain’? well…you got it right anyway. at this rate, everybody is going to get hurt.

Smoky: hello uncle~~your cake is waiting, when are you coming by to collect it? hehe!

L: aiz. do you want the brutal truth? you stopped playing mysterious ages ago. and i’m just gonna be another vivien. our friendship would survive better as friends, you know?

YS: helo babe~what exactly are you hinting at with the ‘deepest DESIRES’ part of your wish?? my panties were wet when i came out of the cinema! god! it was like a mini foreplay or something…

Richie: i’m sorry..!