男人的心难以猜测。Just when you thought you had them nailed, they turn slippery and twist away.
I’m pretty sure I never loved you. And you never loved me either. So why the 9 of Swords? (= suffering) Your affections are skin deep. You had me fooled there. Though I admit, part of me was willing to be duped. But ever since you…
C: n i no nid giv u answer ald
A: ya
C; tq
A: phew
… and I knew I was had been foolish.
Today in the BiBis boutique, I couldn’t take it. It was like an serious itch, gnawing at me to text you. Mum was taking a long time to change. I thought, what the hell, just pick up the phone and text him. And so I did, I clicked messages, a blank screen came up, but I stopped. What would he think?
C: I still wder is it true tat u really leet go out off ur mind ald
The worse case scenario: he thinks I’m an annoying female parasite.
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The best situation: he secretly is delighted at my text but chooses to conceal it.
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The mostly possible scenario (as predicted by my inner Tracy): *busy, busy, busy* 4 hours later, he digs out his hp and sees: A new message received. He opens it and to his sinking surprise, it’s from a girl in his college. Who liked him but claims does not anymore. She says: australia 好玩吗？His virgoan mind starts to analyze her text; what does this mean? Does she still like me? I thought she said she was over me? Stupid, girls always don’t mean what they say. Reality is twisted. Then? She misses me? Nah…why would she…she’s got her ex… so in conclusion…what in the goddamn world could it possibly mean???
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(Curiosity always seemed to make men wiiide awake for some reason.)
In the midst of all this mulling, he can either:
a) be texting a reply to me
b) decide not to, because he’s in Australia, and each text is bloody expensive
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In the end, I didn’t text him.
